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GoodbyeGoodbye. That is all I have to say to you, two simple words combined into a meaning of heartbreak, questioning, regret. I'm sorry that I have to say this to you, of all the people in my life. I took you out of my life, but some how you always find a way back to my door. Knocking, politely telling your hellos as if there will always be one in return. I'm sorry, but I can't go on with you acting as if nothing ever happened between us. Goodbye, I've found someone else. I'm sorry it never worked out between us, but I just need some time. Space. If I ever change my mind then I'll keep you in mind, and talk things over. But until that time being, fair well, and
LeaveWhy do you always do this to me?
Get out of my life,
You won't even answer my calls.
Why are you still here?
You were always there when I was taken, and now that I finally want you,
You turn away.
Am I just another piece in your sick little game?
Get out of my mind and leave the shattered remains of my heart at the door.
I'm not waiting forever on you, and I've about had enough of this.
I'm looking for someone who will stay by my side,
Not just be there when they want something from me.
Why can I still hear your rustic voice?
And never come back.
If someone asked me..If someone asked a couple months ago, that if I ever missed you. I would have bit my lip and turned away. Holding back tears of pain, happiness, regret. Thousands of memories playing over and over through my mind. Memories of us, laughing, kissing, acting as if nothing could ever bring us down.
But now, if someone asked me if I missed you, the answer would be yes. Just plain and simple, I thank you for the love you've given me, and all the good times we've shared, despite the fights and hateful words. I look back and see that it won't ever work again even if we tried. Our friendship was altered, but was it worth it? Loosing such a good friend, I could turn to you for almost anything. But now I don't dare try that, I feel so distant from you, it's like I barely even know you.
I know that we'll both find someone else, it's only a matter of time sweetie. We just have to keep our heads held high, our eyes wide open. We're still young, don't expect everything to happen right now
FallingNo matter your size, shape, color, or religion, everyone has gone through that phase at one point or another in their life. That part of your life where all you can do is watch the world fly by as you sink deeper and deeper into the abyss,
letting God decide what's next for you. Sometimes you're strong enough to break free and pull yourself out of the darkness. But others aren't so lucky. They're just too far gone, their bodies numb, not even the sharpest pains can budge them, mindless corpses rotting and deteriorating from the inside out.
At that point you just don't care; you just don't care if you live or die. You can't sleep. Your mind feels as if it's going a thousand miles an hour. Muffled voices of friends and family reach out to you, try to grasp you. But you don't listen.
PREY NO MOREPREY NO MORE
Rope dug into Patrick’s wrists as he struggled to free his hands. His hot, damp breath washed over his face, trapped by the fabric sack secured over his head.
A floorboard creaked. Patrick froze, his back rigid against the chair, and strained his ears. Another creak.
“Hello?” he called.
The sound of swishing fabric.
“Who’s there? Where am I? Why’d you bring me here?” Blurred memories swam through his mind: drinking at the bar; stumbling home; a shadow sweeping out from an alley.
Fingers grasped his chin and jerked his head upward. “Hush.” A woman’s voice.
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