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If someone asked a couple months ago, that if I ever missed you. I would have bit my lip and turned away. Holding back tears of pain, happiness, regret. Thousands of memories playing over and over through my mind. Memories of us, laughing, kissing, acting as if nothing could ever bring us down.
But now, if someone asked me if I missed you, the answer would be yes. Just plain and simple, I thank you for the love you've given me, and all the good times we've shared, despite the fights and hateful words. I look back and see that it won't ever work again even if we tried. Our friendship was altered, but was it worth it? Loosing such a good friend, I could turn to you for almost anything. But now I don't dare try that, I feel so distant from you, it's like I barely even know you.
I know that we'll both find someone else, it's only a matter of time sweetie. We just have to keep our heads held high, our eyes wide open. We're still young, don't expect everything to happen right now. Go out, find love, make mistakes, learn from them..have fun. We're still just kids.
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I Want To Want It
I'm stuck
I don't know if I want out
But I want to want it.
I don't want to stop cutting
If I'm honest..
I Love the scars that are accumulating
I Love the way my limbs look
Completely covered in blood
Consumed by cuts big and small
But deep down inside
The pure me, the small piece left
wants to want to stop
I want to kill myself
So badly, It be so much easier
Just to silently stop breathing
I want it so bad I've tried
I want it like nothing else
But I don't want to want it
Deep down inside
Beneath the shiny, pink scar tissue
There is a little girl
That girl is silenced now
But she wants to be happy
She wants to live
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It Gets Better
Have you ever?
Stuck a finger down your throat?
Forced pain upon yourself?
Told yourself your not good enough..?
Have you ever?
Starved yourself for days?
Put the razor to your wrist?
Lost hope in life...?
Have you ever?
Felt like giving up?
Just keep your head on straight
Life get's better <3
Have you ever?
Doubted that your loved?
Just remember
Someone out there cares...
Have you ever?
Lost all your hope...
It may seem like the end
But it get's better
Have you ever?
Thought no one cares?
Life gets better...
I promise you it does
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I could make a list,
but I merely bit my lip when she asked me,
"What is it you're thankful for?"
How could I tell her
I was thankful for this heart
that beats a thousand times over
when I hear her speak?
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Just a little writing referring to my ex..
writing: © me
writing: © me
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Very touching,well written.