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Cut Open: chapter six

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I kept staring at the girl. Trying to figure out, who she was. She seemed puzzled and confused at what I had asked. Her eyes slanted and she frowned. She tilted her head to the side and stared back at me. Her black hair fluttered off of her shoulders as if there was wind blowing it. But there wasn't any wind.

"You don't know who I am....do you." She said, tears still falling from her eyes.

"No, I don't." I said, still confused at what was going on.

She didn't know what to say. She looked around in the blackness, looking for something. But what? Nothing she was looking for was here apparently. She looked at herself in the bloody dress, and started to pull the collar of it down.

"Wh-" I stopped myself and stared at the top of her breast. She pulled it down more. What was she doing? Something was written on it, but I couldn't make out what it was. I slowly walked closer to her, trying to read what was written on her.

"Do you remember now?"

I finally understood. My heart ached, and I couldn't breathe. It was a tattoo, a tattoo saying 'Alex + Jenna = forever.' I knew this tattoo. I was there when she got it. The ghost, it was Jenna. My bottom lip started to tremble, and my eyes began to over flow with tears. I couldn't believe what I was seeing. Jenna....my Jenna, right in front of me.

"J-jenna..." I whispered, falling to my knees. I lowered my head and cry. The tears could not stop, and I didn't want them to. I just wanted to let them fall. It was hard for me to see Jenna, especially when she looked the exact same as when the car accident happened. The blood was unbearable to see on her pretty little face, and it was murder seeing her cry.

"Alex..don't cry..." She said, moving closer to me and placing her cold, lifeless hand against my cheek. I looked up at her, but my vision was blurry. I couldn't really make out her features as clear as before, but I could still see her. I could still tell that it was my Jenna.

Her black hair fell into her face, making it so that her eyes were covered. I didn't like that, I raised my hand and moved the hair out of her eyes. I pushed the hair out of her face, and stared into her eyes. Her eyes, the thing that made my heart drop. They looked so sad, and they didn't look as blue as they did before. Her eyes were glassy, but they looked as if they were looking right through me. Like I wasn't even there, like I was the ghost.

"I miss you," I whispered, running the back of my hand down her cheek, " I miss everything about you. Your voice, your laugh, the way you used to blush when I kissed your cheek."

"I miss you too babe." Jenna said, starting to cry some more, " I wish that accident never happened. I wish I could go back in time, to just change that moment so that the car missed us."

" I know...I wish that too.." I whispered, lowering my head, " I wish that it was me, instead of you. Everyday I wish that, but..."

" Don't say that. Everything happens for a reason.." She said in a caring voice. But that still didn't change the way I felt or the way I thought about this.

"You haven't changed a bit..." I said, but it was the only thing I could think of.

"Neither have you," She said, smiling and easing her way closer to me. I watched her closely, and kept staring at her eyes. Her eyes gazed up and down my body, but they still had sadness within them. Her eyes finally met mine, and her face was only inches away from mine, " I just want to do this, one last time.."

At first I was confused by what she meant, but I quickly understood. Before I could say something, her cold, dead lips crushed mine. A warm, yet cold feeling went through my body, and tons of thoughts were racing through my mind. But the most common one was, "Is this real? Could this really be happening?"

Our lips moved together in harmony, as I forced her mouth open and putting my tongue in her mouth. She was always fond of this, but i don't know if she still is. Surprisingly she did like it, and her tongue licked mine while wrapping her arms around my neck. I started to burn up again, but the coldness of her body didn't help.

We stayed there, kissing so passionately, so lovingly. I didn't want it to stop. She broke our lips apart and stared at me. I could tell that this was just as hard for her as it was for me. She rested her head against mine and looked into my eyes. I kept staring at hers, and they still haven't changed. They still looked as if they were filled with sadness. Not one bit of happiness fill them. Jenna lifted her head off of mine and kissed my forehead, then floated backwards. And I knew something was wrong. She didn't have much time...

I didn't want to look at her, not like this. My eyes blurred even more as the tears kept drifting slowly down my cheeks. My throat started to tighten, and I started to choke. I hated the feeling when you are about to cry, but I couldn't control it. I couldn't keep back my emotions anymore. I needed to let go. I bent over and clenched my hands into fists behind my neck, and I sobbed more. My heart ached, it's never felt like this before. I've never felt so empty. I closed my eyes for a couple of minutes, and sat there. Speechless....waiting, letting all of this straighten out in my head.

"Alex, are you okay?" Jenna said, worried. I didn't answer. Her voice lingered through out my head. If she was going, I wanted to remember what she sounded like. I wanted to hold on to this moment, forever. I didn't want to loose it. I kept holding onto her words, 'are you okay?"  But I'll never be okay. My life is so fucked up, it'll never be the same again. Especially that Jenna is gone...

"No..." I choked. A cold wind brushed through my hair, and across my face. The wind felt so cold, and icy. Just what I needed, especially right now. My body was still burning up, and I could not cool down.

"Alex.." She said, her voice starting to fade.

I dropped my arms and looked up at Jenna. She was fading away. My eyes widened with horror. I wasn't ready for this, I wasn't ready for her to leave. I quickly stood up, tripping as I stepped forward. I wasn't going to loose her...not again.

"Jenna!" I yelled, reaching out for her. I grabbed her hand, hoping that she wouldn't slip away. But she did. Her hand slipped right through mine and into the black. I quickly looked up at her face, and it was filled with as much horror as mine. Everything about her, her features, her figure, her voice, was disappearing.

"Jenna, no!" I yelled louder. But it was to late. She was gone. And it was all my fault.
chapter six of "Cut Open" (:

i'm soooo sorry that chapter six was sooo late! D: i've just been really busy lately with this chapter and planing out the other chapters >.<
ha ha, sorry that this chapter is so short >.<


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you are so AMAZING!