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Why do I even try. Why do I put myself into the same situations over and over again. Pulled in by pretty little words that don't mean anything. Followed by broken promises. Lies, they're all lies! No one really cares for me, no one really means what they say to me. No one wants me around, I'm just something that fills a void in their life to make them happy. But where does that leave me? On the bottom of their priority list; put on a shelf until they're ready for me.. They keep me on a leach just long enough to where I'm not too close and not too far to slip away from them.. My feelings don't matter. Withering away, waiting just to hear from them. Each and everyday that passes by, my heart breaks a little more, until there's nothing left. Until I'm numb. I'm done, I'm done being treated like this! (oh you say this now,but you'll be right back in the same spot months down the road.) No I won't, I'm better than this. I don't need to be waiting on someone who doesn't take the time of day for me. (but you love him, you have to stay with him, you don't want to hurt his feelings now do you?) Well no but- (then quit you're petty whining, he's BUSY get that through your fucking skull!) ..okay...I'll just wait..I'll wait until it kills me..just don't be mad when the walls you helped tear down start to build back up, brick by brick and I start to not care about anything and everyone...(you already have darling..)
I just want to help. Please, I'm begging you don't leave me. Don't walk out on me. Don't take back everything you've ever say to me. Please don't do this! Can't you see I can't stand not being around you? I need you, I need your angelic voice, your meaningful hugs that fix all my broken pieces, that smile that can light up a room...please don't leave me. You're everything I've ever wanted and more. I won't let you leave! Don't shut me out, I want to be there for you through the good and the bad. I want to help you, my love. Don't build those walls back up, we've come to far now for you to give up. I'll always be here for you, even if you try and push me away..I want what's best for you, I want to make you happy. I want to give you nothing but the best because it's what you deserve. Please, just give me a chance, I want to prove to you that I'm not like the rest. I keep my promises, I don't give excuses, I don't lie. Just please, I'm on my knees, crying. Just let me in...let me in...I'm begging you.
Please.
Even though I try my hardest for people, they always leave. Honestly thinking to myself I'm not supposed to be with anyone. This happens way too much..
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Hey guys! it's been a very long time, so sorry for not posting as much (personal problems and trying to midterm) DeviantART has become kind of dead to me hahaha, but I have been posting a lot of stuff on my Instagram (cathleen_marie01) if you would like to follow or drop a like on my facebook fan page for my art work(: same name ( RedEyedDemon) I'm recently starting to upload some stuff on there but mainly I've been on Instagram. 
Now, I don't always post art 24/7 on there usually it's of my gaming in Guild Wars 2 or of me or other things BUT I do post stuff I'm working on art wise. 
Anyways, thank you everyone for the nice comments and the favorites/following it is very much appreciated! love you all thank you! 
  • Mood: Cheerful
  • Drinking: tea

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Inkumei Featured By Owner Oct 15, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Your art is amazing, I especially love how you do your dogs c:
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RedEyedDemon Featured By Owner Oct 16, 2014  Professional General Artist
thank you so much! :D
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DeuxIchthys Featured By Owner Oct 15, 2014  New member Student Digital Artist
Nice concepts, Keep it up!
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RedEyedDemon Featured By Owner Oct 15, 2014  Professional General Artist
thank you(:
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ProaniaPL Featured By Owner Oct 10, 2014
Happy Birthday! C:
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RedEyedDemon Featured By Owner Oct 12, 2014  Professional General Artist
thank you!
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ProaniaPL Featured By Owner Oct 13, 2014
;)
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haloeep Featured By Owner Oct 10, 2014  Student Photographer
Super Special Awesome Happy Birthday :cake: :)
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RedEyedDemon Featured By Owner Oct 12, 2014  Professional General Artist
thank you very much ^^
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fragiIe Featured By Owner Oct 10, 2014
happy birthday!
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